Two Shadows Walking (Poem)

Two Shadows walking...

Who did what, I do not know???

But I saw the man who walks between the raindrops, and he showed me where to go:

"Lay her body in a creek and break it up with stones.''

"The blood is love and life you seek and sweetness is in the bones."

Now ..her eyes, still asking why?-

Gain the immortal glare.

And look upon this world's great green gods and live within their stare!

 Beyond, beyond the moss and rocks, I felt a shock! T'was nature's face unveiled.. 

Eternal cycles, birth and death -my sense of self assailed.

Then smiling vines pour evil wine to reward me with a kiss, 

Dionysus brings great lust and horror -...we'll live forever in his bliss.

Oh Three shadows know now where to go to for the sacrificial rite, 

Where the creatures of the darkness meet the creatures of the light.

 

The Will to Energy...

 

I believe the Will to Power -as formulated by Friedrich Nietzsche- is also a Will to Energy. 

It is the driving force which motivates us, because we are always craving life-force energy. As we need food, air, and water to survive, we also need interaction with the world and ourselves to give us the force and meaning to our existence

Moving through the 3D world , (which is really just a projection of our consciousness) We experience a flux of validation and invalidation. The effects of which depend upon our perception of the occurrence of events which in turn reflect our self concept and unconscious programming.

So it's basically a feedback loop between the 3D and 4D worlds and the conscious and subconscious mind.

Very often you will notice momentum either upward or downward based on the validating or invalidating experiences you have. As well as the self-talk and suggestions that are running through your thoughts.

A good example is you run into a friend or neighbor and you have great discussion or interaction. You may then notice the uplifting emotions and vibe carry on to the next person you talk to and so on. Likewise say, if your favorite sports team or political party wins, there will be a high and a transference of the energy of winning. Here you will feel validated by association.

This also happens through self-expression. When you are able to speak what we feel, create artistically, or move towards a goal it is a Will to Energy. Even venting anger (while

not always constructive) will release negative energy that would otherwise be suppressed or turned inward which can only fester resulting in physical and emotional illnesses. 

What we think about, focus on, and who we keep company with will determine our experience. A bad memory or obsessive worry will play out again and again in different forms. The important thing being in control of our states, moods, and what roles we put ourselves in. Also being selective of we watch, read, and who we associate with is vital.

If you notice, reading a post on social media or article online (whether you agree with it or not) can send you into a negative spiral. Thys, sapping your energy, and taking away the control you have of your experience. In fact I believe that the algorithms on these platforms function as simulacrums to what our subconscious would be projecting out into the 3D world. As if one film or recording crossfading over, or overtaking our regular thought patterns and perceptions.

I recall a period where I had no internet access. I was able to meditate calmly, focus, have some consistent manifestations come about. This is not say technology can't enhance your experiences, but you must use it to your advantage and not be controlled by the wills of others.

To summarize here: Everything is about the accumulation and discharge of Energy/Power. With the proper knowledge and implementation of this principle, we can harness the means to achieve our highest aspirations, and ultimate destinies.

Phases of the Sacrement-a new film project!

 

                               The sub- creatures prostrate themselves....

I have now begun a new film project continuing in the vein of my previous erotic-psychotic art films "Rites of Birdexx" and "Saturn in Scorpio". This is a collaboration between myself and fellow traveler of esoteric extremes Lux Ferrous.

Here we will continue to explore themes of various inter-dimensional transfigurations and evoke powerful imagery to alter the consciousness of the viewer. 

For too long have underground and independent films been focused on camp, copycat horror, or insipid messaging of the latest political trends. My goal is to project this art as a living will which takes on its own forms and values.

"Can we now revive the great spirit that lives beyond good and evil?" 

"Let us now bring forth the creatures of light and darkness and enter the vertical axis of being to bear witness to divine victory!!!"

I will post updates as the project continues....

                           The 'Warlock"

                           "Capricornus"

                            "Gemini" 

 

4th of July Poem (A brief slip into nihilism)

 

Staring at a black canvas, everything is slowed down. 

Stabbing, burning loneliness... 

I'm imploding into myself

Fractured and unalive..

The era of an error,

No sense of self, no sense of worth.

A punctured past, and a stolen future...

I see no meaning- just a cycle of absurdity.

A chain of failures, and humiliations with only some brief recourse to  moments of hope.

Firecracker-Duds Firecracker-Explosions to celebrate a freedom I will never have.

Daemonium Cage-

                                                  
                                

                                   1.          

 I am a Demon. My name is Relentless.

I was born a flaming-shifting -black and opal ball of plasmatic afterbirth.-Out of mother oven!

The grated clanking gates opened, another birth? Rejection. Eject-ulation….

(the wanted children are consumed back into the infernal womb to fuel the rebuilding of chaos’ creation. )

Still, I have many brothers…but unlike them, I have escaped to other realms. Shirking the requisite duties of torment.

Now I create my own imperius storm. 

Bubbles of electric craze, swirling phases and dazzling deaths. 

A carnal kaleidoscope of bestial indulgence!

Sitting on my violent globe of fires, there stands a cage to keep the acquisition I sought. Daemonium bars, and my sigil on top

                                                

                                   2. 

I  found her by the glowing ocean.

She was almost an escapee, like myself.

Far away from the darkest forest, 

Teasing squids, and naiades,

pissing on mermaids.

A gleeful, mischievous specimen…….

Yet within her, something of the storm.

As indicated by these baneful activities...and her spiteful glee.

As she skipped on the cerulean waves, my grasping hand reached out from the sand, and the eye in it could smell her!

….She went out from the flaming shock.

                                    3.

And there she appeared,……in my Daemonium Cage-

Upon an obsidian throne I sat, my forked member growing in such joyful anticipation.

Oh, wet and wistful, eyes like carnelian and glass…

I entered her sweet labial lips and gush my worlds trajectories. Pleasure’s pain, Powers came!

Now we are all …..Pools of eternity....

A Consolation for the Cancelled Man...

I believe that there is consolation for a cancelled man in that being "cancelled" he does not share the values of the weak, the herd, and the dumb. He does not need to care about offending the arbiters of "equality" and should show pride in that he does want to join in the tailspin crash of woke stupidity. 

He does not have to be an "ally" and can choose his allegiances in the best way that suits him. If a person is shamed and defamed as "privileged" or an "abuser", then why not celebrate having privilege and the power to abuse? If you are called a "predator" is it not better to be that than the prey? 

The whole idea of justifying your existence by moral obligations to other people is an utter absurdity, and the realization of this creates a serious threat to the current worldview.

The reason the arbiters of our political system love to push progressivism (or the illusion of it) is not because they care about advancing the "rights" of any group but  to control the masses so the exceptional and strong will not overtake the power structure and restore the natural order. 

They also have to create hysteria and moral panics to keep everyone distracted. A perfect example is the Epstein case-The elites can live like Roman Emperors while simultaneously chastising everyone else with compulsory moralities. They will throw their own under the bus to keep the rabble in line and say they are protecting the "victimized" .

The goal is to keep everyone in a state of fear, guilt, and shame- you have to care about what they tell you to "care" about. Otherwise you're a "bad person". 

Everything is also a mixed signal and a dialectic-  Ex."Make money, make money!" but "Capitalism is bad!" and Sexual imagery is constantly thrown in our faces but licentious behavior especially on the part of men, is punished. Life has become a giant slutwalk in the name of "female empowerment" and any normal male reaction to it is put down or used for female ego validation or towards the capitalist "exploitation" of female sexuality and promotion of pornography which so many "feminists" and hypocritical social conservatives rail against.

A cancelled man will see through this control mechanism and recognize that the acquisition of wealth and sex is the natural drive of life and the will to power.

There should be no "mixed signals" in the way!

 We should also note that our rich and famous function as kind of demigods and the mouthpieces of their handlers. They exist in the public eye so their drama, foibles, and iconography can fill the religious needs of the masses in a secularized society. They rise and fall as function demands it. They preach "democracy" while enjoying the benefits of being in a higher caste.

I have no doubt that the most of the elite classes view the great mass of people with utter disdain and contempt whether they would openly admit to it or not. In many ways it is only natural for them to do so.

Meanwhile as mentioned before about dialectics-the masses are trained to both worship celebrities, the rich, and famous but to also despise them. To live vicariously through them but to celebrate in their downfalls. 

Everyone wants to be rich and famous but blames the rich and famous for their plights. Everything is the "fault" of the Billionaires yet we continuously use the products, services, and technology created by those Billionaires . We decry wealth inequality, and the oppression of the populace by large corporations yet no one ever stages a viable revolt.

The go to solution is always to "vote" if we just elect the "right people". But this never works because the nature of the system is to preserve the power structure. Self interest will always trump the "will of the people". And the real will of the people is to have a parental authority to "keep things running" no matter how neglectful, abusive, or inept it is.

 Thus the cancelled man will have to recognize trying to even decode or change the system is utterly pointless.

The upshot here is that being an outlier,  he can view the system as in complete decay and that the true nature of things will be revealed. 

Out of the dissolution I believe we can expect the return of nature, and of a true metaphysical order which will favor the exceptional and the strong.

This is my consolation....

A Nietzschien Verse

I saw a man on fire walking through a blizzard. He was a beacon of hate in a land of death and loneliness. All here were frozen by the engineers of "equality" .

Only this flame of truth and immolating vengeance could endure. In his smoldering footsteps the ice began to melt and a dead voice spoke from beneath the snow covered graves.

-"Are you living to die? Or living to expand yourself upon the compass of the world! Are you consuming to just work the treadmill? Or consuming the very fabric of life to reach your higher aspirations!"

"Stay here to freeze and be equal to the dead or follow this man on fire before he burns away! And let not Lord Saturn eat your life. Step out of this time and make your own Aeon!"

-BLR